I wrote something. II

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Wow. I just realized how naive and dumb as f I was back then. And u, being the asshole you were, took advantage of the stupid, young me. Thanks a lot for almost fucking up my life. It’s a good thing you moved out. Thank god you left. And thank god I left too. That’s one good thing about moving to where I am now. I’m miles and miles away from you. Why am I writing about this now after so many years? Actually it hasn’t been that long. I can still vividly remember all that ever happened between us. I am writing this because I still remember. Don’t get me wrong. I’ve moved on. I don’t give a flying fuck about you anymore. It’s just that from time to time I get flashbacks. And I hated it. Absolutely hated it. I hate you. I hate you for being the first one. I hate you for stealing my first kiss. My first love. My first heartbreak. You didn’t deserved it. I could’ve found a better person but it had to be you. Why? You bastard why me? I wish I could go back and prevent myself from falling into your trap. I did love you though. I regretted it so much. I wonder if I’ll ever forget though. It doesn’t hurt when I remember but it makes me sad. Even the happy ones just makes sad. Who am I kidding. There weren’t happy ones.I only believed they were happy memories. The memories. I wish the brain could erase all of it. It does get tiring to remember things you want to forget. Wow. A sudden hit of realization again. I sounded like an emo. O.o err. No.
Swear I am in nowhere an emo person lol. I like to reminisce and be.overdramatic when I have to.
kbye.

2 weeks ago

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I wrote something.

Random entry#1

To be honest I have no frikkin’ idea what to write. Earlier I was thinking of writing about my frustrations in life but, like I said, I don’t know exactly what to write. Do I write it right away? Do I have to make an opening statement or whatever you call that? God I’m struggling like this and I’m not even writing an academic essay. T__T Ahh what the hell I’ll just write whatever comes to mind. LOL

So… I said I wanted to write about my frustrations in life? Yeah… Actually, I’m not even sure what it means to have “frustrations in life”. If you’re a frustrated writer then should you be a person who loves to write, who wants to write but is not good at writing? Or you’re a frustrated writer because you’re sooo goood at writing and stuff and you love it but you’re not noticed for it? I’m still confused… I’m VERY confused. Somebody explain it to me? I don’t really like to write because I’m not too good with words and my grammar sucks and my vocabulary is very limited but I try to write because… I just want to write… Without purpose. I don’t like writing but I don’t hate it either. I know, I’m really weird and I’m not good at expressing myself using words. God how weird can I be? xD

So I wanted to say that I’m a frustrated writer, artist, and singer. But I think I’m using the wrong words. Told you I don’t know what I’m doing.. or saying… or writing… whichever word works. Okay now this whole entry is messed up and nowhere to go. haha Guess I’ll stop. kbye.

2 weeks ago

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